mE in dillEma......... T.T

ok. i will talk about diz here and i refuse anyone questioning me OUTSIDE... deal? fine... *sigh* ok. dillema means being between TWO stuff... so, let me story u the FIRST stuff... laz few days, i was messaging my xbf... well, we still be frens and to b honest, i like it more that way... x) so, i dunno la how to say... how if u juz read these messages... =) him: so, awk da ade pengganti saye ke? me: ade... tp xdpt... him: y? me: ntah... him: budak mane? me: ntahla... ade 2 org... him: oh. sape name diorg? me: hurm... sorang shahrul anuar, name glamour, anuar zain. sorang lagi faizal tahir. baru lepas beli album diye... *hahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!! xD* him: hisy! awk ni, jaat tau! me: lor... betul la.... him: awk ni memang tau... kite ingat awk betul betul ade pengganti tadi... =( me: hehe... lau betul kite ade pengganti, nape? him: saye tak kisah... lau betul tu jodoh awk... me: eii... ape ni? apsal ckp sal jodoh lak ni? takde maknenyer.... =.= him: x) jgnla marah... me: k,lah awk.. da malam ni.. kite nak pegi tido... awk pegila tido jugak... him: oklah.. saye pergi tido.. tapi sebelum tu saya nak g tau something... me: hurm? ape? o.o him: ILY.gudnite... o.o o.o o.o o.o if you know wat is the ILY is... *sigh* i'm sure you do.. but if you dont, DONT ASK!! x) even i think its lame... but me not so mean to say it eventhough i juz did.. teehee... xD well... i barely sms him after tat.. idunno why... =.= ok. the next story... me at playground wif tina, one of my best fren too.. so, together wif us is my old fren who is also my neighbour and yeah... he's a boy... they was playing basketball wif dissapointed heart after failed persuade me and tina playing wif them.. then, one indian boy, who is also my fren name SARVES come to me and told me that he has a msg from my ex best fren,i mean that guy... and i said... what? he said.......... sarves: *** kate dia sayangkan awak dan dia akan sentiasa sayangkan awak... o.o o.o o.o o.o o.o o.o not another word.... well, my dillema here is not to choose which one of them, because i'm choosing nobody! (except if anuar zain or faizal tahir ask me! xD) its just WAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO? i'm not good wit diz stuff... its not actually the first.. but diz time i'm alredi that mature to think about it even if i dont want to... *sigh* it is complicating... T.T T.T p/s: aino! where's my shoutbox!! x((((